| | I'm consistently impressed with my ability to screw things up something fierce.
Cutting myself down into pieces,
The way I see it, this is somewhat of a defining moment in my life. I can drown my sorrows with Bayside albums and bottles of bourbon like I always do, or I can try to build on how rough this weekend was.
Too hard on myself, it would seem.
For once, I'm gonna try the second option. So, in no particular order, here are things that I want to accomplish by this time next year:
That everyone could see my worth but me.
- Quit smoking. I know I've said it about 100 times in the last year. Maybe the 101st time is the trick.
- Lose 60 pounds--40 by the homecoming/Klein wedding clusterfuck in October. Like I told them, it's not about the first day of the rest of their lives--it's about me looking sexy as hell up there in a tuxedo.
- Find something to do on my weekends other than get liquored up and watch football/baseball/basketball.
- Prove to myself that I am who I want to be.
- Stop worrying about being alone and live my life.
I'll take a stand, devise plans and figure it out.
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| | Posted 12/8/2008 8:30 PM - 91 Views - 8 eProps - 4 comments
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that I missed you while you were in town. I felt like poo though and I didn't want to make everyone else feel like that.